The Useless Life

Hi

A bad patch!

Life always have a bad patch along with the good side of it. My life is in similar such mode right now. There is increasing frustation in me. Anger. Hate. All the negative thoughts that I had never witnessed in me are all coming out at same time. There is increasing feeling that I m not doing enought with my life. Its like I m wasting this life.

I love the weekends. When I m lost between Friends, Music and Alcohol. But when the clock start coming near to Monday. I grow angry as-if you are taking away a toy from a child’s hand. I hate the feeling of Monday. Seeing those faces on whom I feel like throwing brick on. All being deplomatic in everything they do. Every thing about office sometime seem Fake to me. Its not that I dont have friends there. I do. I have made some amazing friends there. But you see the propotion is too small. I m just comfortable to be with people whom I know. The work I know. I know sometime its wrong. But thats the way I am made.

I dont like it when people who are as useless as you are start Judging you. Or some stupid newbe try to act smart front of you. I know what I am good at and what I am not. If people question at my work which I know then I would not be annoyed. But its when you do work that you dont know much. And people come and question you. “You dont even know this? ” Or “I dont know what you have been doing all this years.” These are the stuff that makes you angry. I know if these same people come to my domain and do worst at it. None of the people at our place would be so rude at you. Anyway My Freedom day is coming soon. I will be back where I actually belong!

 

Jagdeep Singh Virdi

Flying Plane

Hi

Today, It was quite relaxed and refreshing day for me. I had never felt like this for quite sometime now. Yesterday, We made everything ready for release that we had to make today.(We – My Lead and Myself) The work was complex but we managed to complete it before time(Which I am sure does not happen quite often). . Today all we had to do is come to office and make the releases. That is what we did exactly. Then the whole day relaxing. Communicating with the lost world. 

Other than that I made a Plane today! Paper Plane. I don’t know what made me do so. It was fun! Super Fun. It brought all my childhood memories. How when I was in School we used to make planes. Go to our Class and throw them one by one. (Our class was on 2nd Floor). Again go down pick them up. Again throw them. There were competitions. Best plane (On Looks), Longest distance travelling going plane, Longest time on Air Plane and what not!!! ha ha ha…

But when I tried testing the plane on my way back from Office Bus to Room. People were seeing me strangly as if I had committed some sin. Some with smile on their face. I dont know whether they were smiling at me seeing the plane in my hand or just smiling to see I am still in touch with my childhood. 

And When I tested it God Damn that plane could fly. It was the most beautiful exterience. I had fun playing with it for sometime until it landed on someone’s home! . 

It felt great to be child again. I always believe no matter how old you become there is always a little child in all of us thats waiting to come out. Today was the day when child in me came out. And I had a great Day!

 

Jagdeep Singh Virdi

Hottie(a) in Office

One of my friends in office introduced me to her. I fell in love with her in very first sight and smell of her. She was dark but Black is beauty. She was Hot & sweet. Every now and then I thought about her. And finally I decide I need to have her.

And finally this Wednesday I had her. My lips touched her. She was hot and almost burnt my lips. There was an instant warmth in her. That Made my entire body warm. The head ache I had was all gone in minute. Her smell intoxicating me even more. I took all the warmth she had to give me.

And then I refilled my Cup with another Cup of Hot Black Tea…. ! What were you expecting? Hello … I was talking about my first Cup of Black Tea, I had recently. What did you think ? Ah … Bloody Perverts !

 

Hot Black Tea is said to be good for health and also Burns Fat in your Body. Try it. I am sure you will LOVE IT.

 

Jagdeep Singh Virdi